I dont know what happened to my other post? Im not sure if what I clicked but I cant see it... But anyways I am 30, with 3 under 5 year olds and I live in NZ. Like most of you I am Really shame about asking for help but im desperate. Its nearly xmas and no matter what I tried to do I couldnt even aford to buy prezzies. I cant even aford to buy clothes or a sewing machine so I sew by hand to the point my hands are soo sore but im trying to do anything I can to provide for my kids. I sed to work full time for years but havent since I had my oldest girl (5yr) and it reallllllllllly sux that the goverment here has made things alot exspensive and prices are sooo high in NZ its a struggle. If theres anyone out theres whos reading and can help with gifts/xmas prezzies or anything even money that would be much appreciated. I wont even go to the salvation army because I have and they had nothing left to give. I have been hard out entering free online comps so hopefully I get some where. Thanx for reading